This is my best friend. He has guts. I wish I had his guts. If I get his guts (read: Greencard) we are going to have an adventure.

• [mimisaurus]:
  see, don't take this the wrong way or anything...
• [mimisaurus]:
  but if I make my mother cry, I have this overwhelming sense of guilt.[mimisaurus]: I'm scared of that guilt. xD
• [mimisaurus]:
  Because of all that crap about how much I owe them and stuff. :/ I wish I didn't have to think about that.
• [mimisaurus]:
  what I mean is that I wish it didn't matter so much... I think I keep waiting for my parents to go, "hey, it's alright, you can fly off now."
• [mimisaurus]:
  because I think I need their permission otherwise I'd be wracked with guilt my whole life.
• [mimisaurus]:
  I'm scared of being, like... disowned or something. xD
• Lyzander Dilag:
  ah
• Lyzander Dilag:
  I don't think I would feel guilty
• Lyzander Dilag:
  I've already worked up
• Lyzander Dilag:
  justification
• [ Lyzander Dilag:
  if I do this
• [mimisaurus]:
  that is?
• Lyzander Dilag:
  it's them not letting me live my life
• Lyzander Dilag:
  you know
• Lyzander Dilag:
  even if i lived in a studio apartment
• Lyzander Dilag:
  and ate my own cooking
• Lyzander Dilag:
  but if I had a pen and paper
• Lyzander Dilag:
  I'd be happy